Wow
Not even happy with my long ass tumblr hiatus. I missed you tumblrrrrrrrrrrrrr. lol <3
Wow
So I’m on my second pint of ice cream today. there is so much wrong with my life. it’s almost comical.
Missed Holidays
I just want to be able to spend holidays with my boyfriend. We always have our own little celebration like things that are amazing but nothing really compares to being with him on the actual day. We’ve had a lot of holidays come and go since we’ve been together for almost 9 months and I think we’ve spent one holiday together. Hopefully things will get to a point where we’ll never have to miss a holiday together again.
Not Important
I’m the type of person who craves attention. I know it’s a flaw but I acknowledge that and i try to work on it everyday. Lately, I feel like my thoughts, my problems, and my emotions, have been pushed to the side. When I express them to people I care about, often I get the response that my life could be worse. As if what I am going through is not important. The things that I’m going through are very real, very upsetting, and very scary to me. I just feel like being told to cheer up isn’t going to do me any good. I just want to be able to talk and have the person actually listen. I don’t want my problems to be trivialized. They ARE important.
Upset
I hate being without a social life. It’s def. brand new for me and I absolutely hate it. All I want is to be in Charlotte with him and the rest of my friends. smh. crazy how quickly things can change.
Living Situation
Up late, 4:30 am to be exact, wondering what I want to do next year as far as where I’m gonna live. The 100% ideal plan for me is to get a 2 person place with my boo thang. lol It would def. be interesting and fun to live with him. Expense is really the only key factor in our decision. I need a job so freaking bad that it’s no where near funny. Still i don’t think it’s ever too early to try to plan your future when it comes to these things. =)
